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Originally posted on jaesullivan.vox.com

It’s time to grow up,

Cut off any knowledge,

That we used to know.

If you’re done then I must be to,

Only you have the choice in this matter,

We went from to something to almost everything,

But then I/you left me with nothing.

There will always be this could ( Read more... )

i want to call you, or talk to you but i have a fear of you not talking back i want to see you again but know you proablay won't want to...and i am pretty sure i will try means a no...and i am pretty sure not to count on you anymore. your with him, not with me. i don't want to hurt and i don't want to waste energy i like you and wish to have mroe ( Read more... )

So here i am 3-4 weeks after turning 21, i've got great news....Jae has found his way. I got hired with Northwest Airlines I move from san diego in late october begging november somewhere around then. i am so excited!!! this is my chance to leave to get out to see new palces all around the world. some people are very envious, a lot of them are ( Read more... )

i have that song stuck in my head both version dream streets and ateens although i prefer ateens over dream streets..lol, anyways i love this song that's all that matters. it captures how i feel right now. last night i was feeling pretty shity but i am over it. if this person likes me then he dose if he dosen't then blah. i guess it was a momment ( Read more... )

i don't like, likeing someone, or getting close to people. it hurts to much, not the thought of lossing them. i could care less i've lost a lot of people in my life.  k joseph breathe,  i am supposed to be in control no one can make me feel anyway i don't want to feel. i know i am all against clingyness...and i hate it in other people, so i ( Read more... )

so here i am reading through his myspace....and i feel like shit, this guy is dead. he died in a car accident. and here i am thinking wtf dose tim see in him he's ugly and fat. god i feel horrible. very bad icant believe i just said that, i know it sounds stupid but it makes it different because this person is dead. it's like i feel like i am ( Read more... )

first things first, i am tired of hyopcritcal people. Some people will never change they will be in that rut called life. and i am just glad that isn't me. i swear people dissapoint me when they apply their own limitaions..

as many of you may know i turn 21 tomorrow or as i see it tonight at midnight =) i am going clubing..with my friend mykael. i ( Read more... )

you said yes, and i took your hand and believed,
now three laters, the hand that i took strayed,
but one part of me stayed, and your not here
i told you yes, and i gave you all of me,
and that's what i wanted in return
but you taught me more than anything or anyone else could,
nothing last forever sweetie it's the 4th of july,
and today i won't cry,
i ( Read more... )

I never mention my brother, but I thought right now would be a very good time to do it. I don't know why i am getting emtional but it just makes me happy to know that i've got the family that I do. excepting and loveing, and who loves me for me. regardless of anything =)... this is my brothers video of san fran gay pride which is really big i didn' ( Read more... )