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You are a
Social Conservative
(33% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(21% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Totalitarian

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Today I went to visit Rachel at work. I heard something that pissed me off and made me think about why half truthes exist. I will not name names, but a report came into my Love's ear that people up at the institution of learning of where she formally attended have been spreading rumors about her. These people are supposed to be her friends (and ( Read more... )

I successfully escaped academic probation. I just have to do better, be sucessful. I know just getting off academic probation is not good enough and that I have to do better than in the past. But I feel that I am Down Another Day. I try so hard not to let anyone down and at this time in my life, I am trying very hard to not let myself down. But ( Read more... )

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It's been awhile since I last wrote an entry in here. I have been seriously shitting my pants the last 8 weeks. I am happy to say that I have stopped shitting my pants and I got myself off academic probation. I was a nervous wreck on tuesday and wedensday. I was up for 32 hours tuesday into wedensday, and I did not take my happy pills 3 days prior ( Read more... )

I have been out of my body lately. Dealing with school and work has been somewhat trying, especially school. This time I am really battling my demons. I am doing my work, handing things in on time. I have actually asked for help which I never do. I would rather die than ask for help, but I asked for help and I am still here. I have been a nervous ( Read more... )

You know, I don't know....I must have the man's equivalent of a woman's period. I just feel pissed at everyone wheather the reason has merit or not. My main beef is that no one calls me. Oh God forbid anyone should call just to see if I am alive and still kicking. I mean what the FUCK!! You have a fucking phone, if you are my friend, pick the ( Read more... )

Things keep disappearing and/or changing ( Read more... )