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Even when im good i still suck
my emotions come at my like freight trains, there isnt any time to think about them and rationalize them. Theres just me sitting here dealing with who ever i hurt, or made upset and trying to explain to them how fucked up i am, and not to hold it agaisnt me. I dont speak honestly because i choose to, i speak honestly because i cannot think before i ( Read more... ) -
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Lindsey Kildow had her crash in the olympics. I only know this because its posted everywhere. it kinda sickens me that this poor girls life was in danger and some one was more occupied with taking photos of her fall. It sickens me even more that i wanted to see them, what kind of a world has this become, we get off and people make money on other ( Read more... ) -
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Woke up (was woken up) on the wrong side of the bed this morning. I am getting my period. I have to go to work. Some one please, do me a favor, hit me with your car. -
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feel so ucky, about to go into class. yay for internet service n a laptop...I just feel like somethin is wrong. w-r-o-n-g wrongggggggg. haha. Just dont feel mooded for anything, eating sleeping, waching tv, playing games, going to school, driving. anything. I didnt even enjoy my dreamery vanilla last night. Which is such an infrequent thing i was ( Read more... ) -
Tired
So I’ve officially become an insomniac. I cannot sleep any more. I never ever had a problem falling asleep with Brian. Then one day we are laying there and I actually remember lying there, which implies that I didn’t just pass out like I usually do with him. I can’t help it he makes me comfortable. So I went home that night, struggled with sleep a ( Read more... ) -
DUMB ASS
Well went to see Narnia tonight with Brian Chris n Jazmin, movie was fine, they were excited to be there, all was well. Had a Pizza Special with sausage spinache and mushrooms on it. Brian didnt protest. Needless to say brian ended up with a stomach ache, i told him to drive me home and i'll see him later, to no avail he went to his house, went ( Read more... ) -
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Why does everything come at once? -
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Guess what?!?!?! *people reading ask WHAT?* jonnie-Ann Hoffman, on the fifth of december 2005 took her drivers test, completely unprepared with not even a glimmer of hope for passing, passed her drivers test, and now officially has her license. Provisional but still its all good. YAY!! -
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So failed my Ethics test, Upset face... -
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Sits in new chair and makes upset face...tear rolls down cheek....crawls into bed and dies....