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Poppop
Pop pop passed away on July 17th 2012. We all stood around his hospital bed as his kidney failure caused his heart to fail. We watched his heart just stop beating. It was a terrible experience but simultaneously I never would have forgiven myself for being anywhere else. Alanna Is causing all kinds of problems now. Over stepping her place and not ( Read more... ) -
Rogerio
So roger was supposed to call me after work today. Guess what didn't happen. Why continue to talk to me if you don't want to
Talk to me? Gladyston texted me at random on Friday the 20th and started talking all this game to me. Then says oh yea I'm still with my girlfriend. Like COME ON!!!!!! Does my forehead read 'will fuck despite marital status ( Read more... ) -
New Years Resolutions, Among other things
So! My New Year's Resolutions are as follows ( Read more... ) -
Poppop's 80th
I am terrified that Poppops party is going to be a disaster. I'm afraid that he will get angry that we surprised him and walk out. I'm afraid that Cesar will fuck it up. I'm afraid that the host stand will fuck it up. I'm afraid that Mediterranean Bakery will steal my money because I paid cash and didn't get any kind of receipt or anything. I am ( Read more... ) -
Fourth Of July
I'm pretty sure I should see a psychologist. Or just a doctor. I'm way to young to be feeling this old. I didn't even want to go see fireworks tonight...:-( 24 years old, just didn't feel like going out for an event that only happens once a year...? I could be depressed but I don't really feel unhappy, most of my moods are just anger. I have a lot ( Read more... ) -
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Heart full of pain..Head full of stress..handful of anger, held in my chest. Uphill struggle. Blood sweat and tears. Nothing to gain. Everything to fear ( Read more... ) -
Oh My Fucking God!
I just logged into this account after probably 2 years. & ummmmm The shinannigans I just read are absolutley ridiculous and I refuse to admit that it was actually me who wrote them lol. -
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So YEA. Everyone is there for me, everyone is willing to have my back, until i actually need them. JASON is the only one who's been there, LIKE AT ALL. I love my friends to death, but they suck with the way they dont answer their phones, or stick to plans. They find excuses, truth or not, which end in me being alone. Smoked out, didnt have my phone ( Read more... ) -
all i need
i just want to be held right now. And know that he still loves me and that hes just fed up and needs space. I dont think he's coming back and i cant bear to think of him with someone else. i just want to call him and talk to him but i know he doesnt want to hear it. Hes done and theres nothing i can do about it. my garbage can is filled with ( Read more... ) -
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Moussaoui's mother Aicha El Wafi, pressed for her country to intervene. "Now he is going to die in little doses,'' she said. "He is going to live like a rat in a hole. What for? They are so cruel ( Read more... )