Hmmmm.... For whatever reason i stopped posting and reading people's posts.. Basically I stopped visiting this site.  I have only made one or two rare visits.  Sorry that I lost track of what was going on in some people lives! 

squid 

 been feeling alittle bit better but have been suffering from some hellish panic attacks.

Too short of a skirt, get thrown of flight 

 i am not doing well right now.  everything always turns to shit in my life.  i am tired of it.  i just don't want to be here anymore.

i realized the other day that that size 4 pant is not just a little loose on me but actually a lot loose.  i don't know how i didn't notice that when i bought them.... so now i have to find the time to go and exchange them and to find a pair that fit me... i don't think they even had any sizes smaller then that when i was there....

so its like cool ( Read more... )

Well I am in mexico.  so far so good.  except for the atm eating my damn card.  i have seen the toltun caves and ek balam, very cool.  i have to get to class now though,  i will try to write more later.

I can not believe that i will be in mexico within the next 24 hours!

with that said, i don't mean to ignore anyone.  I have just been really busy.  I have all of my shit together, now it is a matter of putting it in the suitcase. 

relieved:  because ben clarified the other day how long of a time he needs to fly back to chicago.  5-7 days.  much better then 10-14.  i still don't like it but it is better.  i also saw the facilities, and while they weren't ideal (ideal would be her having an entire room to herself and someone to give her loving 24-7), they would do.   they ( Read more... )

I am just tired of pretty much everything right.  I am tired both physically and emotionally.  i am tired of putting certain people first and being put last for my effort.  i don't want to talk about this part right now ( Read more... )