Whew..... it's been an interesting past few weeks for this old bird. Ok where ta start, Urmm, had a rather slow time of it lately just busy mundane things. Then after Schiv came back from his lil trip we had yet another fight (can't really remember what it was over but I'm sure it was all MY fault) after that my mood dipped downward spiral but I ( Read more... )

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Ever have one of those life changing epiphany's? Well lately I've been in a rather odd sort of mood. Not depressed really, and not overtly happy either. Just kinda introspective , and found something out about my self. I have become everything I hate about humans, I mean what was it that drew me to being Furry in the first place? Was it the sex? ( Read more... )

A wise man once said.... " for all things come a time". Now here I sit pondering those little quirks of life and have come to find I have it better than most, I mean really I have people whom actually love me. a family that for all there short comings are not as bad as some. So the questioI have to ask my self is..... Why in the hell am I always ( Read more... )

Update time, Well nothing much to report, spent 3 great days with two of the most wonderfull guys I know, got a new cell got home read Schiv's LJ but I'm just not gonna let him get me down right now, it's not often I feel this happy and loved,... really FEEL loved
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Well ta quote a fairly good band, "like my scrotum , here it is in a nut shell" it would appear I pissed off schiv yet again, I guess I'm just good at it. I've been doing alot of thinking about he and I namely weather or not the two of us will ever get back together, and have to face the fact that I have better odds of finding a briefcase full of ( Read more... )

Today has as yet been uneventfull. Looked around on the net for a while, befor loging into Taps ( hardly ever go there anymore) and I happened to run across Schiv, and talked awhile befor finding out he was with hew beau. So desiding discression is the better part of valor I took my leave not wanting to either take either of their time. tho I am ( Read more... )

Well here we go again Let's see, I'm Officialy off J unit, was put on Alpha east just meaning it's alot more laid back, so work is going alot better. On other fronts, Schiv's trip is comming up soon, hope he has a good time, not that I want him to go but I can't stop him. I just wish he was'nt going there fo ra few reasons, and yes Jellousy is one ( Read more... )

Well it's late thursday , did'n do a lot today, being off, just kinda hid and did my best to keep a low profile. Talked to a Friend of mine, he's possibly going to be in Ok for a few hours this week, so I may get to see him , go out to dinner and such, not gonna bank on it tho. In other news, Work is a drag, thinking about going into the NEPD but I ( Read more... )

Well it's been awhile, but then it's not like anyone reads this thing right, well it's mid july now, still single, but hey no worries right. Anyway a friend of mine here in Okla is kinda down, been tryin ta chear him up some. in other news Schiv seams happy with his beaux on taps, hope he makes my dragon happier than I have. Nemmer is having ( Read more... )