You know, it seems that no matter what I do in life I always let someone down.... I get with a really great guy that does nothing but compliment me and help me no matter the problem, even if it is just listening with an open and unjudgemental ear, and I go and tell him that my feelings extend no farther than friendship. I always say that I am ( Read more... )

I think I will keep this one short for the simple fact that I am tired ( Read more... )

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In case anyone wants to know what I may be wanting for my birthday or Christmas.. i'll tell you... I love balloon bouquets. I want one sent to me at work cause i'm an attention loving whore... If you pay me attention, then I could be yours :P Any who for those of you that don't know my birthday is on the 25th of October. Hah! I prolly wont get ( Read more... )

Well now.... It's been a long time since I've went to a party, rave, ect... I'm not quite sure what I was expecting to be totally honest. I saw a lot of people that I had not seen in quite some time. Some I did want to see, others I wish I could ahve avoided. No matter though. It's done and I survived with no lasting bruises (some guy hit my chest ( Read more... )

This is a post that has been a long time coming, but alot needed to happen before I could make it and have it be both true and heartfelt. There are a few people that I needed to say sorry to and others that I had to thank. I did want to say thank you to all the friends that have been there throught it all... including the ones that I will always ( Read more... )

Well lets see here.... nothing new to report 'cept that I have finally decided what I want to be when I grow up (HA HA) Prepare yourself... a beginning art teacher with a secondary in primary education. Lotsa schooling there. As for what else is going on... I am still generally avoiding people except for the ones that manage to catch me at home ( Read more... )

For anyone that may still be following this journal (you poor thing) I just wanted to let you know that I will be away for awhile. I am finding the need to go into a hole for a time and just be by myself. No internet. I go to work, I go home, I go to sleep. (Very exciting) I'm sorry if my.... hiatus if you will, makes some peeps upset... but this ( Read more... )

Ok to begin with... I had to go to California. Now keep in mind that I really have nothing against the state... except I don't like leaving my nice little safe valley unless I know where I am going is better... Ok, so Cali may be greener... but that is about its only shining attribute in my esteemed opinion. First we leave... mean to take a ( Read more... )