well, I got tired of having an ICP-bases sn on here.. because I honestly HATE icp. I stole the idea for this sn from my friend Janine, only to find out 3 months later that its an icp thing, so yeah. i kept it for a while but now im getting annoyed with it, so i made a new one. you can find my new journal here. It is not a friends only journal, but ( Read more... )

well the last few weeks, all my neighbors and both my parents have been complementing me that ive been losing weight. im like, oh ok, uhh thanks. im not even trying to lose weight but yeah.. anyway, every time somebody sees me theyre saying how skinny ive gotten. Even Louie, my dads friend down the street, who sometimes drums for my band said that ( Read more... )

yeah this all is fucking retarded. my mom told my dad about my report card this morning, and he wants to ground me from EVERYTHING for the entire summer. I think thats a BIT FUCKING MUCH. My mom doesnt agree with that either. I hate the way my dad thinks because he is so fucking closed-minded, its not even funny. theres no changing his mind on ( Read more... )

Yesterday has been and gone ( Read more... )

got my report card today.. and I failed gym and math. enough said ( Read more... )

today I picked up the new Mudvayne CD. Its really good. On the way out of Circuit City, I saw James walking into EB Games. I cant even describe the feeling I got when i saw him. I hate that feeling so fucking much. I get so nervous, anxious, confused, jealous, pissed.. every negative emotion you can think of. I cant really describe it, but thats ( Read more... )

James been being kind of an ass lately.. like he doesnt give a shit about anything. god fucking damnit.. not a day goes by that I dont wish that I didnt fucking love him. maybe I just suck at life.. lately its even been getting too painful to even talk to him anymore.. even over the internet.. I just miss him so much, and for saying that I love him ( Read more... )

well.. it seems as though every time me and James talk, we end up arguing over something stupid.. I hate it. every time he signs on, I get this cold nervous vibe. he always seems like hes pissed at something when i talk to him. I almost want to say that we shouldnt even talk for a while.. but I dont want to do that because of course, I love James ( Read more... )

well, yesterday, I can safely say, was THE best time I have EVER had at school. Me, Stephanie, Ashlee, Danielle, and Brittany ordered Pizza for lunch hahaha! we had pizza delivered at the school, it was great. lol heres the story of the last day..

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well. today sucked, for the most part. Last night, I was talking to James on AIM, and when he asked me whats up, I said I was in a great mood. then he said he was in a bad mood. I asked why, and he said bc work was gay. he said might as well not tlak to him for now bc he was in a really bad mood, and he didnt want to get me into a bad mood. so I ( Read more... )