Well the last few days I have been feeling quie artistic. I think they look pretty cool. I drew them on my photoshop with my graphics tablet. I feel really good after I draw something a way to get my emotions out somehow. well I shall post em so enjoy. This has been the only good thing really going on since i didnt get what I really wanted. :(
( drawings )

I am quite bored just sitting here listening to the new Tool cd which I have had for over a week, but I still plan on buy the cd cause I like Tool that much. I am also working on a drawing which I started a long time ago for my friend Joe. Last night I was really getting into it and its coming along I jsut take breaks otherwise I will get pissed ( Read more... )

Well this week has been ok I worked some and something I thought would not ever happen again I saw him again. He apologized about everything, I'm glad I feel alot better about that situation. I hung out with him that night he talked to me we watched a movie and hung out. It was nice seeing him, I had missed him. But I don't know what is going to ( Read more... )

Well I have to go to work soon...I'm sooo excited rright, I wish things were different with work if so it may possibly be a more enjoyable place to work. It seems everyone s feeling the same way about since hmm about 6 people quite in the last couple weeks. I wanted to try for full time, but now I am hearing things about that they are going to be ( Read more... )

I don't want to be here anymore. I want to disappear...

LJ Interests meme results

1. art:
   I love art pretty much any form of it. I especially love creating art, by drawing, taking photos, doing makeup and computer art.
2. chucks:
   I love those sneakers I think they look pretty cool. And some guys look hot in them they kinda complete their outfit haha
3. edward scissorhands:
   Edward Scissorhands is one of my ( Read more... )

So I have been feeling extremely lost and lonely lately. I have alot of anger and sadness going through my mind. I hate getting out of bed and going anywhere. I am so mean to everyone and just want to be left alone most of the time. I also don't trust most people, I feel like I am just going to be screwed over again and again. I can't deal with all ( Read more... )