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We've progressed to nightmares now. Two in a row, technically on the same day. I woke this morning thinking I was still in Charlotte, still terrified and menaced by Mike. It hurts to type his name ( Read more... )

Hi, this year I learned all about what really matters, but not soon enough to actually preserve any of it, and now I spend every moment of every day wanting to die. The end.

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so i saw him. and now i'm worse than before. sadder, more remorseful, tho i didnt think that was even possible at this point. we had a drink and walked to atlantic ave and i saw my baby frida who is no longer a baby at all. i went to best buy afterwards to look at phones and target and trained it home all in a fucking daze ( Read more... )

It's 3:30 and I'm still here, at Kondi.

What do you do with a love so strong you can't fight it?

I had so much to say, and as usual lj ate it.

Whatever.

You know what fuck this. I finally decide to commit thought to virtual paper and first my phone fucks up and then the goddamn lj app only posts half of what I just spent an hour writing. I'm done here.

this is becoming too fucked up.

i need time, and space to think properly. i need to be able to get this shit out of my head, but without answering 20 questions too. so from this point on the majority of my writing will be private. i think at this point its just better that way.

Another airport, another plane. Another trip 3000 miles away from home. Another friend waiting for me. Another new place, and more friends to make.
This is good.

West Coast baby. Hell yeah.