I mean I just should be happy. I mean It's hard to be happy when your surrounding by things that are sinful around you. I guess I get it so many people have it worse it than me but its hard. I'm a very weak person.I mean since i was a little girl i felt pain and as i grew it got worse. Something inside my heart tells me pain is still within you ( Read more... )

 i  really  don't  know  what  to  write  about. Maybe  crazy  dreams.  I  always  have  the  most  bizarre  dreams  ever.  I  remember  this  dream  the  most. It's so  cheesy. I  had  the  make  up  of  the  band  of  KISS.  There  was  these  red  chairs.  The  purpose  of these red  chairs  were  to  find  your  soul mate.  Once  you  found   ( Read more... )

 I love music. I really do. I would love to work in a music profession for life. That would be the greatest thing ever. Hard to belive I don't have an mp3 player yet. Everytime I hear a song it gives me goosebumps. Its like I give my whole heart into the music. I remember when I hear this guy playing the guitar and then after he put it down it was ( Read more... )

 Hey this is my first post i guess so hopefully i wont be lazy and get this done. I guess Im not role playing like planned guess I'm not good at thinking of it. . I have a history of being in phases like the tomboy cool phase( which actually worked) , the valley girl phase, and the fascination of emo phase. I hate the term emo now. I thought it ( Read more... )