yeah, so i'm in austin now. i like it a helluva lot more than copperas cove. at first i was a little intimidated and scared, but i'm liking this place more and more everyday. i really dont have much to write about. just wanted to state my contentment with my current situation. well i'm off to bed now, before i wake my roommate.

i leave today. off to austin. yup. i'm finally leaving. after months of displaying my growing disgust for everything in my life, i finally get an outlet. i really dont know what to put in this entry. i wanna tell everyone how much im gonna miss them and find some way to type in all my emotions. all my fear, excitement, anxiety. well half the people ( Read more... )

tell me why, two days before i leave home and any chance of operating a vehicle for a long time, i get a ticket from some asshole cop. i got a ticket for parking less than 30 feet from an intersection and parking on the wrong side of the road. i'll admit that i parked on the wrong side, but so what? it wasn't that big of a deal and i was in a ( Read more... )

lately i've just been feeling, bleh. waiting for college to start is killing me. i cant wait to finally have some shred of independence but i also want some kind of security. i dunno. maybe i just have cold feet or the jitters. i know that college will change everything for me, and i've just gotten used to my life as it is. ah well, just some new ( Read more... )

I thought I was ready to go away from here and leave everything behinf, but i'm getting less and less sure as time to move gets closer. I'm gonna miss alot about this crappy town, no matter how much I bitch and moan. I'm gonna miss alot of my friends, cuz no matter how close u try to stay, alot of times people just slip through the cracks and you ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since i've written in my journal, mostly since i have nothing new or significant to say. but i'm bored, so what the hell. summer's been going pretty well. i've been enjoying myself the whole time. but i'm also bored out of my mind. all i've been doing is going to the movies and the mall. that is why i can't wait to get to austin, ( Read more... )

well after emptying every cent out of my bank account to pay off a traffic ticket i feel a little bummed. but other than that, i finally feel whole. it's weird, i haven't done anything different. i even hang with the same people, but for some reason at this point and time, i'm totally content with being me. away for the internal, i've been ( Read more... )

Dude, i'm frickin sore from workin out for the past three days. thanks alot tabitha. but yeah, i haven't seen my dad in the past three days, which is no big deal cuz i really don't notice him when he's here anyway. but today he was doing his homework and he called me over. i thought he was gonna complain about some miniscule imperfection that only ( Read more... )

I feel so trapped in my own existence. this whole summer i thought that moving to austin would be the first step to me being free and open, but i realize that even when i go there, i'll be living up to standards. i feel like i'll never have the chance to just be me. i envy people that can truly be themselves,because i try to act that way and ( Read more... )

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