Yeah, so it's been a year, give or take, since I've written in my livejournal but it feels kind of refreshing to get it out there. This last semester was my best ever. I actually managed to get over a 3.0. While some may see that as unimpressive, I pride myself on the little things that are getting better in my life because if I stress the small ( Read more... )

Yeah, so summer has finally come to a screeching halt. Its been fun goofing off, working at red lobster, and cruising through class at CTC, but now I have nothing to do. Ten more days until i move back to Austin, into my first apartment, so I'm kind of excited. I haven't seen Robbie all summer, which really bums me out. I know he's out changing the ( Read more... )

this past year has been awesome, but extremely disappointing as well. i went to austin to discover myself, find my niche in the world, gain some independence. all i ended up doing was the same thing i did in high school. i found a comfortable clique, and stuck with it. dont get me wrong, i love all my friends and austin, but it doesnt feel like i ( Read more... )

Yeah, so this is the first time I've written in this since school started so it may be kind of long. As my second semester of college unfolded, I became and active in my fraternity. Now I have no obligations, no duties, and tons of free time. Yeah right. I was appointed scholarship chair of the fraternity, which is a great honor considering I'm the ( Read more... )

Yeah. So I'm supposed to be in Arkansas right now at my grandma's house, but by divine intervention and some random scrap metal in Dallas, I am comfortably sitting in my room enjoying the effects of a 7 hour nap. So we're on our way to Arkansas and I just hit Dallas. We get on a four lane highway that has traffic up the butt, and a huge piece of ( Read more... )

What do I have to do to get some space? This town is slowly killing me. No wonder natives are so quick to just settle and forget about the real world, they're so spiritually drained that looking for an outlet is too much of a hassle. I swear, if I have to set foot in the Wal-Mart or drive down the same depressing strip of dismal businesses and ( Read more... )

I just read all of my lj entries from the first to the most recent. I realized that the one's I wrote in cove were all complaints. None of them were happy or inspiring. The few that I wrote in Austin were awesome. I was happy, exhilirated, thrilled. I was beginning to find myself, beginning to appreciate independence. My past few entries are ( Read more... )

I know it sounds wrong and selfish and cruel, but I dont like being home at all. There is nothing more in this world that I crave more than the freedom and independence that I had in Austin. I have to ask to go out here, and my parents are always calling wanting to know where I am. Beyond that, christmas just seems like a chore. Something designed ( Read more... )

i know i havent written in this in a long time, and part of the reason i am is because its my last source of enterttainment in the armpit that i call copperas cove. in the past two months, i dont feel like i've changed, i just feel like i'm truly starting to be myself. since moving to austin, i've totally immersed myself in anything i considered ( Read more... )

I'm chillin in-between classes. Austin is turning out to be so much better than i could have imagined. My classes are great, i'm making friends, joined a fraternity, and i'm never bored. Even sitting here in my dorm room doing absolutely nothing, i feel whole and exhilirated and thrilled. that may sound weird, but i don't care, because i think i ( Read more... )