So basically since my last post, several events have happened, both in my life as well as in the world abroad ( Read more... )

so i was pretty much depressed all day today, and for mostly no good reason. i had two 32 ounce bottles of energy vitamin water. i found out that these things have balls loads of caffeine in them. that combined with the fact that my birthday is coming up, basically set me for the whole day. i always get depressed at this time of year. i dont mind ( Read more... )

so my day started off with me having to take some excedrine because i had a headache all night. caffeine makes my manic moodswings go into overdrive. but i had no choice. so basically my day was screwed from the start. but to back up a little bit ( Read more... )

so i am going to the Metallica concert tomorrow. i am psyched. i am thinking it will be the greatest event of my life. i even left class early today so i can get a little extra sleep tonight. their new album is awesome. also, ACDC just released a new album, i am liking what i am hearing so far, and whne i have time i am going to get it ( Read more... )

it has been a pretty good week. i have been lately able to keep a much better attitude about life in general, and everything on more specific levels, such as work. i have been doing a lot better as far as church goes, and have just not sweat the little stuff as much. people dont anger me as easily, and when i do seem to lose my temper i am much ( Read more... )

it has been an interesting couple of weeks. very busy, very little sleep. i am taking naps when i can. i am down to just spanish this semester in school because i cant handle getting to bed at 11 pm and waking up at 5 pm. i am down to 125ish lbs, so that is a plus. apperently my friend that was going to join the marines anymore is not going to do ( Read more... )

so i hate emotions. i especially hate how i cant seem to control whom i am attracted to. i always seem to fall for the girls who are way out my league. this time it is a differenty type of out of my league, but still, pretty far out there. she has already expressed to me that she is not interested in me in any way but friendship, but still i cant ( Read more... )

i find myself frustrated lately. i have become fairly interested in the world of politics lately. above all else i consider myself a constitutionalist, and believe that it, above all else, should be the basis for the laws of our land. both the republican as well as the democrat party have lost their way in passing laws that adhere to the ( Read more... )

So i stayed home sick today. well, not really sick, but kinda. you see, last week i got very very little sleep because of school starting and our work not changing our start time (it gets later as the year goes on because we start at about sunrise) this coupled with the fact that i grew a bit ill over the weekend made me sleep like, 12 hours every ( Read more... )

so it has been three years, two weeks, and two days since my last post. what to say? since my last post i started going back to church again. this means i quit drinking, quit smoking, and pretty much given up my old lifestyle of partying all night until i come home half drunk on my motorcycle to puke in my trashcan. i can honestly say i dont miss ( Read more... )