its kinda funny how the world works out isnt it?? at one given moment everyone is there happy and safe. but suddenly as if in a flash of light that can all be taken away. its strange how this happens so much at no given time. moments you wish would last a life time seem to be taken away before they even begin. I get confused when I think about ( Read more... )

Heck yesh ( Read more... )

since october ive been single once more...still trying to find who im ment to be with.....i dunno lifes kinda funny....im getting out more...living, enjoying myself. who am i to determin this though? what is fine...am i. i dunno...im gonna go though cause im in testing right now...wish me luck!

hello to all well its been yet another day here in the wounderfull world of Darkmess....My life is full of questions right at the moment....of and on relation ship...old relationships haunting.....school....family.....well im fine i guess....it just depends on how you see it

As of today my life has began to take hold of the worst ( Read more... )

well its about fuckin time...
it seems my life has desided to pick up...and I say its about time damnt >_<..well his name is Justin and hes my freakin hero...hes the best thing to happen to me since every thing thats happen to me in these past like 6 months...so im happy that I have these things to look forward to..so I will update again later all ( Read more... )

Well ive just about given up on relationships all together but luckly people who are real and truly my friends have shown me that it isnt worth trying to fix things between me and him, ive tryed real hard to fix it between me and him so we dont hate each other and then we can part in peace but no he wont have that ( Read more... )

I can finaly give up on my worry and pain if he is goin to forget me then I guess he never cared....soo I was all depressed and now im not...my cousin got me up and about again meetin new people and what not...still not ready to start somthin new but im gettin there...just need to relive my self of some belongings of his then relive myself of ( Read more... )

I guess every choice I make is going to hurt him...should I just quit now? should I just let the person I hold so dearly to me go? people keep telling me to let him go and if he ever really cared he'll come back...but I dont think he will...i think he will forget me...move on...he wont be realizing it or trying to but ill be hurting...im trying to ( Read more... )

well its been along time since ive wrote in here so i guess im gonna have to do this much more offten...so ok..
well i updated my ds profile
www.darkstarlings.com/display_profile.php?name=darkmess_bloody_nightmares_2
let me know wat u think..till next time good night!