im kinda stuck in a situation theres two ppl i like and i dont kno how to go about handling it cuz everytime i try it gets fucked up. its mixed feelings cuz i dont kno if either of them like me like that but i guess i shud find out but i connect with one the most and im stuck on how to approach the situation i guess time will tell but hopefully its ( Read more... )

well a bad day turned out good. i talked to my x gf ashley and we both been through alot and we had a pretty kool talk, i thought she wud ignore me cuz i wus a dick to her but she didnt we talked for a while caught up on old times and she said she wunted to c me again which is kool cuz ive missed her 2b honest. well i also came down wit the flu so ( Read more... )

i just got this high speed internet shit and all i been gettin is fucking popups lol this shit pisses me off to the max. my tat is healin good its a scab now but when it heals im gettin a new one but i aint been up to much but sittin on my ass bored since i had to quit the easiest job cuz of my dad but fuck it ill survive sumhow.o i got a doctors ( Read more... )

im stuck where my mind is racing in a million directions. im once again all alone wit no one there to say its gunna b ok (other than friends) im talkin about im lookin for sumthing stronger than a friendship cuz i need sumthin to get my mind off of the bad shit that has happend to me recently and it is hurting me deep. if it were as easy as the ( Read more... )

last nite wus so hard 4 me i came home and sum of this shit hit me really hard im alone in 2ways the first and major one is not having my mom ne more and its like it wont ever leave me but torment me 4 the rest of my life becuz i wusnt here 4 her and i fought wit her when i wus in georgia on the phone. u kno wut they say about not knowing wut u got ( Read more... )

not shit goin on but i got a bomb ass job goin on delivering pizzas i get free food whenever i wunt and i get paid to sit and do shit all day for 7hrs but yea umm im pretty much bored and aint got nuttin to do but sit all day and listen to music which aint bad but im gunna bounce lata..

well the majority of u heard about my mom passing away. This last week has been rough especially comming off of vacation in florida and georgia. I came home to find out that she was gone and i thought it was a cruel joke but it wasnt. this is something that no kid or ppl my age should go through but i can say i have learned not to hate ne one or ( Read more... )

wut up i been so fucking busy lately wit the army and all that shit.. im sacred that im doing really good in skool cuz that aint like me at all lol i got all b's and c's umm i do pt which is physical training for like 2hrs wit the recruiters and 1 with my rotc ppl i jus need to quit smoking cuz i cant run 4 shit but today wus funny 6 or 7 ppl threw ( Read more... )

god has sum fucked up ways 4 us especially me i mean i cant figure out wut he wunts me to do and its tourtering my soul i wish i only knew but wutever he is tomenting me into beliving im good 4 nothing which is fucked up cuz i hate beliving that and i prolly wont but one day i will figure out my truth to being on earth but not just yet... umm ( Read more... )

sup my day yesterday started as me goin to mikes like usual then we went up to ryans house and had a party which wus fresh i wus drunk as fuck but so were mike and ryan so its kool shit i mean me and annie were up till like 8 am while mike wus snoring and pickin his nose lol but only i saw it cuz i wus bored and listen to the shit on the x box.. i ( Read more... )