finally finished that pain in the ass Retail course

All the broken links

Copy and paste feedback

the lack of dark mode and eyestraining white or blue on blue and just eye pain in general of a site

I swear it was a miserable course

Well one less thing to stress about

Now to just deal with the anxiety that has been screaming at me for what fells like a ( Read more... )

venting again

probably use this more for venting then anything now

Sometimes i just hate how my brain is

please i would like too not have anxiety that screams at me over virtually nothing and to not have some random word just sets off the brain to spiral into some weird madness of anxiety, need too find and stress which leads into something connecting ( Read more... )

So stuck in a retail course trial

and probably gonna have too do the full course

BUT OH GODS the course feels like it is trying too teach you too be a doormat more then anything

and that we should want people who get unreasonably angry too return

and your coworkers faults are your own that you also must apologise for ._.

maybe just being constantly ( Read more... )

long time no post
more active on toyhouse really

not that been all that active there either

been sick then dealing with extreme lack of motivation and being constantly drained

Now stuck in a course that i really have a lack of motivation too do

long time since last post

been somewhat drained and easily distracted

honestly have been pretty inactive on majority of my socials

attempting to get back into the rhythem of posting and drawing

Maybe just feeling burnt out from the year of health issues or what not but motivation has dropped so much lately

outside of some art games and october prompts been pretty out of it

feeling mostly drained or stressed

if could stop getting sick nearly every month

feels like been sick for almost 90% of this year

Anyway brain been pretty all over the place so keep forgeting to update here along side trying to juggle dA/TH/IG and other social medias

Did join Misskey recently but not been that active

but when you haven't really done much arting or have anything ( Read more... )

well still dealing with health issues

and trying to get back into work again and deal with now blood pressure issues which seems to be the cause of the lastest issues of dizzy spells

So not much art to post here

it feels like you have spent majority of the year sick with something or another

It's halfway through the year already

Where did the time go

went from feeling like being productive to back to doing nothing and being sick with something

either mentally or physically

Been sick pretty much last month plus

dealing with stress and mystery virus

Has not been a fun few months

but finally some what better

just lacking much motivation