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i cant deal with this long distance thing anymore its killing me..

i hate this so much i mean dont get me wrong i love talking to him online.. hes so cute n funny

but.. not being able to be kiss and held is so hard i hate this so fucking much god..

im Very sad and very lonley..

Today has been extremly fucking boring and fucking lazy i ( Read more... )

well.. kurt doesnt talk to me anymore.. why? i dont know, he imed me around 6 and usually if hes off around 6-8 he ask me to go somewhere with him... well he didnt and now i know what he wanted and it was to get head well all i can say is fuck that shit ( Read more... )

lolz.. i was just reading my journal from back entries and god im stupid lmao i got up and went to church came back at 10:30 am and went to sleep and woke up at 4:30 .. b/c my mom woke me up im really sick right now.. i feel like crap me and jerome have had problems.. but we fixed them thank god ive been keeping my room clean but today its messy ( Read more... )

IF UR GOING TO READ MY JOURNAL     COMMENT ON THE FUCKING THING THEN! GOD!!!

(that means u to jerome) lol

i dunno im dealing with alot right now today i had another break down but i didnt cry im so tired of being pulled between my mother and angie and im getting angry shes such a bitch sometimes and Daniel(*my cousin)( yelled at me and icalled him a jerk off (rofl) lol lori lmao ( Read more... )

i dont even know what the FUCK is up with jerome right now ( Read more... )

jerome was gone all day and i was sad i wanted him to come back and he finally signd on i missed him all day ( Read more... )

aw jerome got back and i was soo fucking happy!...

anyways me and him have so much in comman its kinda funny :P hes so sweet

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lori hasnt imed me, shes to scared to lol

i havnt herd from that puppet boy much, maybe he died? lol

i might be going to the movies

im so mad right now lori pissed me off b/c she told john what i did and well fuck it i dont care im not MAD but im furious kurt called me then like he goes oh well lets post pone it im just very angry tonight and i want everyone to leave me the fuck alone anyways ( Read more... )