my life is feeling amazing, i dated jerome for 6 months and hes broken my heart but ive moved on.. i cant sit around and grope over him.. or i'd be a very depressed person anyways alot has been happening in my life right now ive gone through 2 boyfriends since jerome almost 4 LOL jeeze im a hwore haha im jp lol but now im dating matt and i really ( Read more... )

im not feeling good right now i feel like crap im tired and stuff im feelin so blah tho lol
anyways this week has been pretty gosh darn fun i have to admit me and jerome r on a break til after new years hopefully but right now i dont know if i wanna blah nvm im gonna shut up cuz im gonna have to tell him what i mean and its just a bunch of retarded

to be honest, i dont know anymore i feel like ive lost the ones closer to me ive lost jerome, ive lost everything its not the same anymore ive beeh helping people out ive talked to people when they need me, ive been happy i dont know i feel like giving up, if i get into a fight with my friends im not even going to try to fix it back thats just how ( Read more... )

i have been so happy after me and jerome had our talk and i was changed but then me and steve have had a blow out 2 days but its my fault because i mean.. i dont have anyone to talk to anymore cuz im not allowed to talk to jerome anymore and he expects me not to cut and i made a promise.. but i mean what? that doesnt make sense im not allowed to ( Read more... )

hmm alot has been happening and i mean alot christmas is just around the corner and i have to start my shopping list who im going to buy for <3 and the most thing im excited for is... for jerome to come here in january holy crap im excited good god im going to pee my pants prolly when i see him lol ( Read more... )

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ive cleand all day it seems like lol.. ive DONE so much crap today even cleand my closet! lol

man im so bored and i cant wait til halloween horror nights, im looking for a dude to go with me so he can hold my hand when i get scared n shit lol

i cant wait god damnit it seems like its gonna wait forver... my back hurts so bad cuz ive been coughing ( Read more... )

im tired of it all.. everyone im close to lori,family is going away from me like im all alone n shit, i honestly dont care anymore

im having this thing n my life where i wanna be alone and the only person i care about truely is my boyfriend its just i guess every teen goes

threw with wanting to be alone  im suppost to go to halloween horror nights ( Read more... )

im losing everyone, all of my friends my family etc. i have no one it seems anymore and its my FAULT pulling everyone away from me fighting,arguing Even jerome and I think hes to the point of even breaking up with me but something he doesnt know is.. ive been feeling that way for a while now and i think its going to be soon.. *cries* if i didnt ( Read more... )

im so confussed, i dont know what to do.. im feeling really down tomro is gonna be rough without them here but not really we've pretty much got it all done :-D ppl r comin around 10 or 11 am prolly and i get to meet a cousin i havnt seen n foreverness..

me n that "steve" guy got into a fight and hes doing what he promised he wouldnt do and i cant ( Read more... )