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hot men.

i want to kiss them and drink apple juice.




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i've got a pain in my side ( Read more... )

i just need you, my love.

i heard him cry for the first time in three years today.
i'm not sure i can breath anymore.

love, go and save him from drowning.
please.

ps. andrea this is my entry for you.

and spiteful.

with time this will all pass.

i'm passing it off as being female.
i've said things i didn't mean.
i'm fixing this.

i'm being genuine.

i've been sitting alone and i'm not sure i can do it much longer.

i share all my words with other people ( Read more... )

lets not get busted.

eh.
i have photos.


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last night the sky was beautiful.  i bundled up and looked at the stars.
alone.  but it was good.
it felt good to be able to breath again.

i decided i wished i was the breeze.  i could free everyone.  if just for a moment.  that moment is always amazing.

i think i am going to start wearing short dresses like jenny lewis and feel extra feminine and attractive.

or not.

but she is cute.

dreams don't come true.

i am pretty sure i just heard my heart make its last break.

what do i do now?

i think i am going to quit my job.  
hopefully.
i've got every limb crossed that my decision goes over well.

quitting is much easier than going.
sometimes i think it hurts a million times worse though.
only losers quit.  well here i am.