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i fucking hate myself.

What else can go wrong in my life? I mean seriously. I am so close to graduation I can taste it, and its not the school or academic part of my life that’s bringing me down, its my personal life. Well, actually it’s not really personal because everyone seems to know what’s going on besides myself.

I mean whom am I kidding? I knew ( Read more... )

im sitting here contemplating alot of different things.. i saw you today, well, heard your voice and this rush hit me in my chest like a hammer. and thats weird to me. i never thought of you that way before cause i knew that it was wrong.  it just felt right talking to you, listening to you, holding you. but i mean you know, it was wrong. we both ( Read more... )

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I have no conscience.

That’s what they tell me, but I think they’re wrong

The only reason they think that is because I don’t let things bother me, that would normally bother anyone else in such a position as myself.

What happened between us, was in the long time coming. It happened, but im not going to feed into it as much as my mom, or my ( Read more... )

my eyes just keep getting worse. i skipped the first half of the day on the account that when i woke up this morning, or thought i was awake, i was still staring at the inside of my very sore, painful, crusty eyelids. then i thought to myself, this has to stop. so i tiptoed into my ma's room and was like dude. you really need to call the doctor.. ( Read more... )

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