I'm still alive, obviously, if you're reading this (I'm speaking from beyond the grave....woooOOOoooo) um...up until recently, life has been one giant, festering, herpes-infested shithole, but things MIGHT (mind you, might) be starting to look up...for once. I just found out that I'm NOT going to jail, which is a joyous thing, even cause enough to ( Read more... )

So just...dammit...what's the point?

With all the demons running around inside of my head, you'd think I'd be able to find at least one that I'd be happy to spend some time with. As fate would have it, they just want me to get away from myself more than ever. I look around me, and the lives of everyone I know and hold dear are falling apart....but most of the time, I'm only concerned ( Read more... )

LLlllllllama! SUCCESS!

How many of you remember me? How many of you care? Well, whether you do or not, the universe is now about to change course, because I'm BACK! I've taken a couple years hiatus, and I think it's finally time I get back into the swing of regular updates on what's going on in MY sorry excuse for a life.

This is my final stand. Over the course of the last few weeks, so many things have gone wrong. Up, down, up, down, it never seems to quit. Because of this, DarknessFading has reached his end. He is dead. This journal is, as of this moment, null invoid. Soon, there will be another, but it will be a different name, a different persona...so much of me ( Read more... )

Some people say that life is an illusion...I don't agree. If life was an illusion, you could control it. Life is very real. I used to say when I was a kid that I was going to die before I was 13...that didn't happen (obviously) but I think that it was meant to. Every year since has gotten progressively worse. There's small bursts of happiness, but ( Read more... )

Eat. Sleep. Live. Die. That's all I can morally shoot for anymore

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