Yes, a return to the old days. Good old days? Bad old days? Nothing's for sure yet...but I'm working on it.

I still love you...and I always will...

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I've gone through quite a few epiphanies in the last few weeks. Let's start at the beginning...or close enough, anyway: Me and Chris are still looking for an apartment..well, actually we found a few, we're just getting the money up for a deposit, application fee, and a pet deposit. After that, we're set! Right now I'm kind of squatting in my ( Read more... )

Here's some little known facts...I made a downpayment on an apartment up near Portage last time I was up there for June this year...needless to say, I recalled that, and had them send the money back. I also had a ring...I can't sell that back, so I don't know what I'm gonna do with it yet...ah well, c'est l'avie

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear, but I knew that it would come ( Read more... )

I know now that the hardest thing to deal with isn't what's been done to me, but what I'm doing to myself in it's stead. A comment she made to me, that if it doesn't work out with this guy she's with now, then she might come back to me...well, that really got me thinking. Even if there was a chance of getting back together, I don't think I could do ( Read more... )

I'm trying to accept everything..I really am. It's just not easy for me..not anymore. I got myself into a comfort zone where, for the first time, I actually cared about someone that cared right back for me. It's not easy to accept that it's never going to happen again. This is the way it's always been though, hasn't it? I'm never what it seems that ( Read more... )

I'm sick of always hearing all those sad songs on the radio ( Read more... )

Remember how I said that my life was finally starting to look up? Uh-uh...scratch that. I've just hit rock bottom again. Last night, I was dealt the worst blow that I ever have been in my short existance...and all I can say is that even though she'll never love me again, I'm always going to love her. None of you will ever hear from me again.