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You know.. I don't think I've ever properly introduced myself to you, journal. I feel a bit bad seeing that I always ran away to you to vent and release my thoughts into your pages but never truly told you who I am and where I came from. Well.. allow me to introduce myself.. truthfully to you ( Read more... ) -
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Journal, I think... I may care too much. I know my heart is still adamant about finding someone decent.. someone good.. someone noble, kind, generous but with each failure, I wonder if it is really worth all the hassale to do this? I don't know if I'll ever find this person or not even though I can be blind and optimistic and say... "I will". I ( Read more... ) -
Shot Down...
Caring.. isn't sharing anymore... Ever since I've gone into the Tiger mode from the seasons, it has made me wreckless and weak, or rather vunerable to the disappointment of being rejected... over... and over... and over again ( Read more... ) -
Dirt
I wonder.. if it is people around me who are drifting for me or me drifting from them. I wonder if it's me pushing them out, or they pushing me out. I don't know anymore... I feel a bit lonely. Looks like me being bored has taken a toll on me seeing that I can't do anything really... or hardly anything anyway. I want to but there is nothing to ( Read more... ) -
My Position with the Attacks.
I know some may be curious where I stand so... I'll let you know what I feel about the desecrated Newspaper cartoon ( Read more... ) -
Love Was Good...
So it seems like the lingering doubts and sadness in our hearts have finally made a statement, driving us both a bit insane. Not knowing where to go, perhaps it'd be best if left it be and marched on our path, trying... to strive for perfection, manifesting from our superior forms and parting. Though you may be able to say that you are unsure and ( Read more... ) -
Life is Too Damn Short
Hmn... well today is the first day it isn't so hot today. Actually it's perfect outside: 68º! Man oh man, I felt so alive and happy being aside. Even though it's cloudy (which is not a bad thing by any means), I still feel like I could actually for a nice lil' jog outside and treat myself to something far less bland and insipid as talking to ( Read more... ) -
A Just Cause.
There are so many things that love could mean that defies the patterns of logic, in bits and ways that also refute our claims and put ourselves into question. Whether these things are what we live for, what we strive for, what we fight for, or what we even die for...people will question your objectivity and subjectivity as being either too ( Read more... ) -
My God...
My life has never sucked so much ass as it has been this entire week. Life has not only been boring but it's been lonely, depressing, melancholic, and a bullet to the head. I wish I could just... die instead of having to live on like this. No sign of progression, little sign of hope, and our fate seems cursed and stained with the darkness that ( Read more... )
