Hello,

Lately I've had this unexplainable smile on my face. Maybe it's because the sun has been shining or maybe it's because there is only one week left until summer. All I know is that I feel good and I haven't felt this way for a long time. I have to say, though, finals week is gonna suck. I've been studying, or at least trying to study, all day ( Read more... )

All I really want right now is SUMMER. I want the sunshine, the flowers, the birds, the trees, and the grass. I want the feeling, the freedom, the fun, and the friendships. I want the time and I want to spend it with the people that I love. And most of all, I want peace. Peace inside of my head and out ( Read more... )

The alarm clock just went off and I've been awake since yesterday. The moon looks beautiful. I spent the whole morning at Sharis (restaurant) drawing pictures and telling stories with a few of the coolest people in the world. Yeah, I snuck out for the first time, which is funny because I'm seventeen and a lot kids my age sneak out on a regular ( Read more... )

You're all that I have and you're all that I need ( Read more... )

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I must be walking through my life with my eyes closed because things keep happening that I can't explain or even begin to understand. I had an amazing boyfriend and I threw that away. Now I keep making choices that make me look like a horrible person. I'm ashamed of myself right now and it seems like no matter how many times I tell myself not to ( Read more... )

“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.”

- From Walden By Henry David Thoreau

Still I RiseYou may write me down in history ( Read more... )

I wish the snow hadn't melted. It was pretty fucking cool. Not going to school on Friday because of it was also pretty cool. I took Troy to tolo at Prep on Saturday night and it was alright. I mostly just liked dressing up and spending time with him. The dance was pretty lame, as usual. Not too many of my friends were there like I'd hoped. ( Read more... )

I don’t know what is going on with me lately. Why can’t I just focus? Focus. Focus. I’m dropping a bomb on my schoolwork. I don’t know why I am doing this to myself. By not doing my schoolwork I’m not harming anyone but myself. I want to do well and I don’t know what’s stopping me. I know that having a boyfriend and seeing him all the time ( Read more... )