So heres the thing, no matter how hard you try, somethings are always going to happen. They are unavoidable. Somethings are always going to kick you in the balls and run away before you know what happened. I'm talking about the shit that falls from the sky because that bird just HAD to fly directly in the same direction as you, no rhyme, no reason ( Read more... )

I guess it have been a while since I last updated. I'm about to graduate from college. I'm not sure how I feel about that but it is going to happen so it's not like I can stop it or even want too. I'm not sure what I am going to do after. There is a lot of uncertainty in my life right now. I wish I could say more on the subject but that is pretty ( Read more... )

Lets have a happy entry shall we, school is tough but its moving fast. I guess that is a blessing. I'm catching up with some people I have't talked with since high school and the new Laruell K. Hamilton book is coming out soon. Hells Ya.

I'm frustrated with my life, and I am therefore even less forgiving of the idiots of this world. I kind of feel bad for my recent behavior but at the same time I find myself asking. Why do I care? I guess deep inside I will always want to be accepted. Any non-acceptance plagues on my mind. I'm not sure how to get rid of that either. Like I said the ( Read more... )

Well I have finally done it. I have finally accidentally really really hurt myself. Today I twisted my neck so badly that I am unable to move it. and Yes, I am that big of an idiot.

So it is offically my birthday week tomorrow. Yep the week 19 years ( soon to be 20) ago I ( the little bundle of joy that I was) emerged into this world. The same week, one of my best friends was also born, the day before me, ( yes she won the race ( Read more... )

How did this year go so fast? I blinked and suddenly I have three and half weeks left of my sophmore year of college. If time keeps on moving like this I will graduate in no time. Its weird, last year I was like give me my diploma already but this year I'm wondering where all the time went. I cant believe that this time next month I will be in ( Read more... )

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The thing about college is that you are never alone ever. Your always around someone. Its not usually a bad thing but when you want lets say one hour without knowing another soul exist on this planet you better off knocking yourself unconcious then looking for a place to spend it. I don't know, maybe im just cranky because I'm sick again. Or maybe ( Read more... )