so i got the engine out of the car today... now i guess i just have to find people to buy my shit... i dont even want to say what kept us from getting the engine out... other than that i start my new job tuesday... i've been going back and forth on whether or not to start smoking again... i mean i'm about 93.141592% sure they aren't going to drug ( Read more... )

L - A - S - T ( Read more... )

so i feel a lot better today... idk if its because i worked on a car or because i got a sixer... either way i released a lot of stress today... it took me more than two hours to fill out all i could of my new job's paperwork... but at least i'm getting a job right? idk i can't help but be optimistic... i guess dot is rubbing off on me... or maybe ( Read more... )

fuck life fuck everything and fuck everyone! i'm so sick of this bullshit... so i'm sorry if this hurts you... wait no i'm not cuz no one ever felt for me so fuck off... i'm obviously not important enough for anyone to care

waitin for the lord to rise i look into my daughter's eyes ( Read more... )

i've gone through life pretending... that live will change the ending

i wanted you to know, that i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain... awayyyy

soooooo it's been a fucking minute since i've written in this thing and i dont really know if i'm going to after this... i guess its a good thing to keep a journal to remember where i've been and see better where i am (or should be) going... a couple of people i never thought would, have come back into my life... some more than others... i dont ( Read more... )

i still sleep with bear

i still hold on to a pillow wishing it was you

i can still see the lines of the words on my wall

i think about you pretty much every minute of every day

truth be told... im still deeply and completely in love with you...

i dont think im going to go to school anymore... there really just isnt any point in trying... at all...