i wish that i would just die... that way i can't hurt anyone anymore...

i cant believe that my life has actually gotten worse... i didnt think it could but obviously... im actually crying right now and its all my fault... everything's my fault... and i mean everything... i mean i dont know how i could fuck up as much as i do but obviously i can and i have and i've made everyone's life worse that i've ever met and i ( Read more... )

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so yea its like 215 or so and im just sitting here and i cant go to sleep... im supposed to b up in like 5 hours to go over to linz's house... idk im just not in a great mood i guess... she would prolly want me to call her but i dont want to wake her up... idk... its our 5 month anniversary 2morrow (satuday) and i still have no idea what im going ( Read more... )

If there were no repercussions or side effects, how much would you (personally) do with me sexually? Repost this in your journal afterwards! This is rated from 1-10 as follows ( Read more... )

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so yea i've been sitting here for about 2 hours just thinking about everything and i've come up with a solution... people's lives would b better without me... thats it... i mean i dont help anyone so seriously and 100% honestly... y am i here? i mean seirously like... wuts the point of me being here if im just gonna hurt everyone? even the people i ( Read more... )

so im sitting here... alone... watching real world/road rules challenge and thinking about linz... im working my fucking ass off to get you back and i truly think that i will... i know i've said all of this b4 so honestly, dont believe me until it happens... im working on a lot of things and everything is getting better because honestly i needed ( Read more... )