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Last Friday, went to Club Hell with Monika and Nicole. Saw stepbrother Dan, he got drunk and was funny and personable and apologized for formerly being a jerk. Saw Katy H, that was interesting also. Monika, Nicole, Dan, and I drove around Provvy looking for pizza at 3 am, found a place with one pizza left they wanted to get rid of, bought it, ate ( Read more... )

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THE CLASS OF 2007 IS ON THE TRAIN. The route is crazy, but it has to be in order to get everyone to their various destinations. As the steward makes his way down the aisle, hands delve into pockets or purses to pull out tickets and hand them over. The Steward scans them before stamping them and handing them back. The tickets on this train are ( Read more... )

I'm so glad I found this. I'm gonna be a teacher. and I fuckin know why.

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I've had lots of really weird dreams lately.

But anyway, in one of the more mundane ones, I dyed my hair blonde. Now, we all know that it would look terrible, but I think if I'm EVER gonna do it, the summer before college is the time, right? The only way to talk me out of it is to suggest different colors or other appearance-changes as alternatives ( Read more... )

I saw my grandmother this morning. She's doing a little better, breathing by herself, they got to take some tubes out.

My grandmother is in the hospital.

My mother is completely broken down.

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My world is falling apart.

Jesse and I are back together. I feel like I've made a horrible mistake, but I'm hopeful that he will prove me wrong. It's possible that it's just change and responsibility causing the sinking feeling in my gut... When we were together, even when I sometimes didn't like it, ending would mean being decisive and taking responsibility to change things ( Read more... )