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To those of you who have already written something in the onlinge guestbook for my aunt, thank you. Your kind words mean more than you can imagine.

There are many things I could write about the wake and the funeral, about the grief, about the haunting image and ( Read more... )

Jesse asked for me back. I said I'd have to wait a while longer.

What the fuck is wrong with me? There's almost nothing I enjoy, and I'm not looking forward to anything. If I'm going to be like this for the rest of my life, there's almost no fucking point, is there? But I'm gonna keep going anyway. I'm gonna graduate college and get a job and get ( Read more... )

My aunt died today. My grad party on the 3rd might be postponed so we can have the wake that day...

R.I.P. Lucia Gaspar

Wednesday - Drimprov Show - went pretty well. I know they had their reasons and I'm not mad, but it actually made me really sad that the other drim seniors weren't there ( Read more... )

I feel like I should update, but I don't know that I have much to say.

I'm kinda actually applying myself in school now that it's almost over. I want to bring up the F I have in Phys and the D- I have in Calc. As for English, I keep falling asleep while trying to read JJ's POTAAAYM... oh well. I think I have a good idea for the final project, I just ( Read more... )

All I need is a group of friends, music, food, and friends.

No fancy invitations or anything like that.

Argh.

She doesn't listen or care what I think though.

I took the day off to catch up with my homework.

I slept until 2 and spent the rest of the time online.

I'm very annoyed with myself right now.

Gah.

I hate the idea of getting divorced someday.

A lot.

I feel so much right now, but at the same time, it's all kind of distant. I'm protected by a thin wall of physical pain (don't worry).

So yeah........... I worked 13.5 hours today. Yes. As in, 9am - 10:30 pm.

Long day.

Imma go......... do whatever. Which will prolly be either watch tv or sleep until I have to go to work again tomorrow... (Thankfully ( Read more... )