hey well guess what....i am totally over spencer. maybe not what we had but him in general. you were all right...

ok time to spill. i never ever ever ment any of those bad things i ever said about spencer. they were just little things that came out when i was having a bad day of wasn't feeling the greatest. and don't tell me i'm just saying this cause that is how i w ant to feel. i really truly love him with all my heart and want to be with him forever no ( Read more... )

k once more, im gunna come home the second to last weekend of october and that monday i am so going to ur guys skool. and i am so not tlling spencer cause im gunna spy on him with this chick and see if he really is being the ass everyone says he is. and if so, i am so fucking over it. last night he was telling me how hard this whole distance thing ( Read more... )

hey everyone, what's p. i feel like shit to the max right now. so fucking annoying. one minute i wanna cry my eyes out and the next i want to kill someone. god. today was free dress day so i wore fishnets and my dickies and everyone was staring at me an asking if i was gothic, heh at least they say it right here. and i got so pissed with people ( Read more... )

this is so true....

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What comes to mind when you hear....snow?cold..rain?cleanzing..tornado?aaaaah run..summer love?joy..Jon?Jacob?..Mike?al jackson..Shea?who?..banana?GO!!!!..dizzy?spell..Laura?lee..Juan?ton..car?ride..white?ewww..peppermint?yur..New ( Read more... )

well i have my emo feeling again. it went away when i was at home but now it's back. srry ariel and eda since i didn't get to see u. hope i can this weekend. at the carnival perhaps, since i am gunna be there all 12 hours on saturday maybe we can all hang out. hopes so. so fucking bored. k i know that riand and nohea want me to break up with ( Read more... )

right now i fell as if the world were just to end, i wouldn't care. nothing seems to matter anymore. i feel like there is something inside of me that i have lost and can't find. empty. i'm not excited to come home, i'm not over joyed to talk to spencer, i'm not anything. i feel like i'm just here for no apparent reason at all. just to occupy a ( Read more... )

well, today was pretty much your ordinary boring skool day. in drama that dude put his arm on my chair again. i told him he was odd. heh. yesterday i watched movies all fucking day. then watched wwe wrestling with nani, jamie, kalewa, and justin. then jamie and kalewa left and nani stood there and watched me and justin wrestle. he was trying to ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!! u know what sucks? i have 2 hours of detention tommorrow for not wearing the right outfit to chaple. chaple sucks anyways. other then that everythings ok. we were in drama today and this guy was sitting in the chair next to me and we were all in a tight circle an he put his arm on my chair and it wasn't all awkward and i didn't feel ( Read more... )