hey u guys should go on aim when ur on cause i downloaded that to the dorm comp and can't download msn so yea do that.

hey guys, what's up? have all of u forgotten about me? well kam. is pretty good, it's a hell of a lot of waking tho. classes are ok, but the dorms are awesome. i miss all you guys tho. nothing much has been going on. im in intro to theater and it rocks. there's a few hot guys here that i stare at but only cause they're hot, not cause i like them. ( Read more... )

k well today i went and visited everyone at skool and that was fun. then when skool was done nohea and kirsten came over. i went to spencer's at like 4:30 till like 9:00. him me and kyle hung out and such then we watched starky and hutch and hung out till my mom picked me up. over all a fun day.

why can't i stop crying?...

i don't know what to do anymore. to many feelings i fucked up by not following them from the beginning. should have listened to myslef from the beginning. then maybe i wouldn't be as fucked up as i am with everything. i don't know if i should listen to everyone or stray off my own way, away from what my feelings are telling me. i don't want them to ( Read more... )

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everything between me and eda is ok now. we talked about it and like before it was a big misunderstanding. so eveyrthing between me and her is fixed, all i had to do was listen to her side. so yea now that's one less thing for me to worry and stress about. and we are sooo going to the movies this weekend...

nothing much has happened lately. just been getting stuffs to take to Kam. so bored. hey i think one of u should let me go to ur classes with u if mom can get me a visitor pass. yea. and um idk nothing else to right about. on friday we should all sleep at someone's house and like yea on saturday i am going to take my brother to the movies first ( Read more... )

don't mind my previous post stating "fuck him...". it was a random thought when i was confused about the details of something that was happening.

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