“I am always with myself, and it is I who am my tormenter." - Leo Tolstoy

[darkrose181]

Man I have just been stressed and depressed today. Stressed about college stuff; wondering if going for a 2-year degree and then a 4-year degree is really the right way to go, and I'm depressed from a mixture of not knowing the answers to my college questions and the people I work with at Starbucks. Namely Emily and Nicole, and Brian

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heya lauren, its ryan

[greatferret]

i'm not quite sure what to tell you in regard to those friends of yours, but you've always been one of the wittiest and coolest people i've ever had the pleasure of talking to. when your screen name pops up on aim i always get all chipper, because i like talking to you quite a bit.

i dont think you're stupid or anything like that, and i sure as hell dont know what im doing in regards to college yet. if you had insanely wittier friends in highschool, i dont think i ever met them, because i always thought you and grant and madeline were the coolest people around, nobody else really sticks in my mind from when you were in school.

i tend to have the opposite problem, i think im too arrogant for my own good. everyone sucks, i look down on almost anyone. it doesnt seem to be sitting too well with the mall goths lately.

anyways, if you get on tonight ill talk to you. later lauren.

Re: heya lauren, its ryan

[darkrose181]

aww, thanks Ryan, thats nice. I'm actually doing better now; I think I was just having a bad day so I was blowing things out of proportion. I tend to do that when I'm upset in any way. Keep sticking it to the mall goths. =)