When I get really depressed or upset about something, I tend to write my feelings down. I try to be honest with myself and not hide anything...completely vulnerable. I just wrote a paragraph and for some reason I'm going to post it here...even though I know that no one really reads this anymore b/c I said I wouldn't update anymore. I'll just say ( Read more... )

I think I am losing the few remaining friends I have left because of either college, work, or my constant want to see Grant. 

“Love means giving one’s self to another person fully, not just physically. When two people really love each other, this helps them to stay alive and grow. One must really be loved to grow. Love’s such a precious and fragile thing that when it comes we have to hold on tightly. And when it comes, we’re very lucky because for some it never comes at ( Read more... )

Well at least I'm good at something. =)

Oh how I wish I could support myself if I moved out of my mother's house. I wouldn't have to deal with this shit that much. Its times like this that I really hate the fact that Grant doesn't want me to move in with him yet. Let me fill you all in about mom ( Read more... )

I wish I could see Grant right now...I'm pretty horny. Can't see him for a few more days though, arg...

“Humans may be in the same plight as a frog placed in a pan of cold water which is very slowly heated. If the rise in temperature is gradual enough he will be boiled without ever knowing what happened to him." - Jerome Frank
I guess a good update won't hurt too much, even though I should be in bed right now. Lets see...I left off with my car ( Read more... )

Just thought I should make an update stating that I still don't feel like updating.

Hello all, how has everyone been? I've been decent, except for my car. My car isn't healthy. Needs the gasket liner replaced b/c it is leaking oil into one of my sparkplugs, and the timing belt is VERY loose, so that too needs to be replaced. I'm not sure how much everything is going to cost yet, but I think I can handle it. Grant's step- ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm a little board at the moment, so here we go with the quizes;


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