Well things are better today, wounds are healing nicely and my mind is starting to rebuild.. i hate the breakdowns... Well I must thank Ferelwing for helping me. Thank you my dear, I owe you very much. Well i've been doing the school thing and i think senioritis is kicking in.. Been writing some new stuff. I'll post it later or leave a comment if ( Read more... )

I started cutting again today.. My own emotions are killing me.. And right i hope they take me... Let me be gone from this place... I'm not made for this world.. I'm made for anyplace... let thy emotions take thee to the place where dreams and nightmares are made.. Take my emotions if you will, otherwise stop killing me slowly.

Been really depressed lately, I've got a lot of things on my mind and not much is helping me right now... Im seriouslly get worried about stress and nerve levels, there horrible right now. But oh well. I'm going to try and write some tonight.. Not much is going on here i guess, Amtgard sucked ballzack.. Just not my thing, used to regular battles ( Read more... )

Well I showed my eng 4 teacher a lemon(sex story) i wrote. It was humours.. She left class for a few minutes and came back with a smile on her face. Kind of worried me but i care not. She did ask why i wrote it and i told her, i read and write everything. I have no problem with it.. She just said it was good and she wanted to see more.. Umm... ( Read more... )

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