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This is the end of this journal. All that is left are distant memories that will forever cause problems in my life. Looking back on it all, I regret living to see everything through and not pulling the knife deeper into my skin.

Stop Dreaming And Open Your Eyes!___the room went dark, the noise level went mute, and you can feel the warmth from the bodies that stood in front of me. I wrapped the chord around my hand so tightly, feeling the tingling sensation from the poor circulation running to my right hand. the looks of the people in front of me were unimaginable, their ( Read more... )

So Long To Those Memories___slowly that bad feeling rushed over me when my dad called to tell me that my car won't be done until tomorrow. if this was a different situation, I would not be worried, but the guys have never called when they said they would and keep pushing things back. granted, maybe my car is a little fucking rusty from living in a ( Read more... )

There Is An Epic Battle Over 13 Strawberry Lane___he was standing across the room from us. we were talking about the time we spent away for the last two months, how we missed each other, how we love each other. you said you left him for me because I was the one. I went to kiss you but i saw in the corner of my eye that he was running towards me ( Read more... )

Would It Be Enough If I Named All Of The Stars In The Sky After You?__something is building inside of me. I cannot wait until I see you again, my love ( Read more... )

Stop Peering Over Your Shoulder Every Two Seconds, Everyone Is In Front Of Youx. girl mentions how I have nice piercings. seconds later, she says I am wicked hot. we nervously glanced at each other a few times, little half smiles here and there, and caught her staring a few times at me. why exactly am I thinking about this every-now-and-again? ( Read more... )

Even If You Had The Means, Would Still Show The Way To Your Heart?. today is the first time I have missed a Dipthong show ever. it feels weird not being able to support my best friends ( Read more... )

Each Day Holds Another Little Piece of My Shattered Heart For You
Why am I so happy today?

[x] You're running through my head
[x] I will be seeing you soon
[x] I wrote more songs about you
[x] I think I'm starting to fall for you
[x] You're running through my head

My Dreams Lack The Sight of You...
...But I'd Rather Dream About Killing Little KittensWhat is weirder than dreaming about a girl, feel the warmth from the sun coming from the window in her room, kissing her, taking her breath away, and then being woken up by her calling you ( Read more... )

Remember That Time We Planned Our Wedding Around That Silly, Ugly Ornamental Egg You Bought At The Oriental Store For $8?
Do you remember the top of the wedding cake ( Read more... )