Feel no need to read my ramblings as I do seem to go on a bit long, just watch the movies (yes, both of them!) feel free to skip the first 5-10 minutes the intro is quite long and a bit boring ( Read more... )

Someone said to me that you can't ever really be happy alone, that you need other people to be happy. Sometimes I think this might be true but for a different reason than what was implied. When I am with other people it only makes me appreciate the way I get to feel when I'm alone. If I were always alone and didnt' have this contrast then I ( Read more... )

We are so effected by everything, and everyone. We might try to hide or pretend like we are unaffected, but it's all a mask it's all a lie. Even when you know you are right, when you know you speak truth, you still feel it, you still feel another persons judgement and it's a scratch upon your armor, no matter how brightly the truth within that ( Read more... )

Most people in the USA should be aware by now that we don't have the freedom we once had. The NSA is monitoring tens of millions of american phone calls, illegally. They've even made MSN, AOL, and google turn over the search records of their users (google being the only one who refused on the grounds that it violates their user privacy policy ( Read more... )

I finally got a photobucket account. Since we've gotten the kittens there has been much picture taking and I just wanted to share them with everyone out there. We also have some nice short digital movies, but I'm not sure where I can upload those, anyone know of a site? below is a picture of Julie that I took today, she decided the cat grass was ( Read more... )

I was rereading my religion post and I think I failed to emphasize the real problem I see with religion, and that is that it has been used throughout history as a guise under which to control and manipulate people ( Read more... )

"Someday I'll Fly Away. Leave all this to yesterday. Why live life from dream to dream? And dread the day when dreaming ends ( Read more... )

I think this may be the only birthday I've ever spent entirely alone. Just me and the cat and a boat load of silence. It's not too terrible though, I had a party last weekend and that was enough excitement to last me a while ( Read more... )

It's frightning to think how much faith you place in things that are not certain. It's a fragile state of being, when you glimpse for a moment that maybe your faith was unfounded. What can you do? Tear that comfort from yourself and start over? Or do you just hope that things go right, and that your world doesn't crumble in around you? Maybe ( Read more... )

I feel like I understand things in a very different way than most people. I guess that can be said for almost everyone. But sometimes I feel like this is almost a disease with me. It isn’t that I’m not on the same page with people, but it’s like I’m reading an entirely different book. I admit I’m an idealist, and part of being an idealist means ( Read more... )