9.30.09

A chair with my name on it. Hells yeah 

No one I can think of really goes about saying how lonely they are, it's a feeling that seemed to dominate our teen years after all so to feel that way, just doesn't seem very adult. Yet deep down I think it's something dreadful as it's an emotion that often seems to come out of nowhere. Everything else could be going grand in life, but then you're ( Read more... )

I still have a bachelor's to finish, maybe even attempt an MA, and still more professors to find who can inspire me to think differently. I still have plenty of things I'd love to write about, emotions to express, and people to reach through my writing. Soon I'll be able to counsel others and they'll not only gain something from knowing me, but I' ( Read more... )

(This entry was started on the 20th and only finished today. Just a FYI ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna accidentally kill myself one of these days. Recently I've been very clumsy while walking and I've been stumbling over my shoes a lot and/or stumbling up the stairs or down the stairs. I wouldn't be surprised if one of these days I stumble and trip, fall on my head, break my skull open, and then die by brain trauma or loss of blood ( Read more... )

根ー版輪とまだち。だめですかなりや。なまえわ loserです ( Read more... )

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Alright to put this simply, you were both wrong. Both of you need to quit it with blaming everything on the other whether it be through a journal or speaking through other friends. What kind of "friendship" is this that you have? Friends are supposed to be understanding of one another, accept each other's flaws, and most important forgive and ( Read more... )

Check it out, an update/edit of my old default. Take that Cindy! What do you guys think? Artsy? Yes/No.

Ack can't finish entry. Need to go..bah

I am so damn unhappy. I feel lonely in basically every possible way, whether it be family, friends, whatever. I'm really starting to turn into a recluse and it's as if I'm moving backwards in the high school cycle. For once issues of love and how to obtain it have probably been the farthest back in my mind. For me, senior year has been great on the ( Read more... )