So, here's what I figure - no one really reads this anymore, and if you do, I warn you, the following is a long rant that I feel the need to have, it may even get a tad graphic, so - fair warning ( Read more... )

I have learned a lot about myself this week and it's only Monday...I know I have other things to do, but I needed to take a break to breath. The prospectus is kicking my ass. I've discovered yet another article that says pretty much what I am attempting to say...what the hell am I gonna do? I guess I keep going until I get shot down and die or get ( Read more... )

done a lot of walking - it's great when it rains on your head. I so miss the way things used to be. I so miss the way things would be. I so miss when I knew where I was going and had a plan of action. I so miss having friends who I trusted and didn't expect to hate me behind my back. I so miss when I could think clearly and could give advice and ( Read more... )

Chloe ( Read more... )

here's the deal as of now - I attempt to be a reasonable person. I really do. Except I'm usually not. What the hell am I doing exactly? I think I like a guy, so we date, I question if we're compatible, but rather than attempt to let things straighten themselves out I try to "fix" them by saying exactly what's going on in my head. I then decide ( Read more... )

so, once again, I have picked a great time in my life to shake everything up for no other reason except that I just do... so here's the deal, I made a series of mistakes, and now I have to live with them. I said things that can't be unsaid, and after saying them I understand...so now I feel lost, alone, isolated, stupid, and in pain. I was fine ( Read more... )

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so, I have a week left. Just wanted to throw this out quick...I'm overwhelmed. I am not going to make all A's this semester. I don't intend to, I need A's and B's though or my scholarships go away. I am breaking out in hives, breaking down, crying a lot, and kind of hating my life at the moment. Geof is the only person who has made me feel alright ( Read more... )

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