I/you/we felt distant, but I am happy we made the time

my affection hasn't changed a bit, I've simply accepted the distance and changed my mindset

I look forward to the future

As the walk down the particular path that I chose, I've started to look around and try to ask myself what I am doing and more important why. This first semester of grad school has been not at all what I expected. I didn't work nearly as hard as I figured I would, could have worked harder but didn't and just feel very 'whatever' about the last 5 ( Read more... )

-I really dislike being alone ( Read more... )

I hate weekends like this. Hell I hate days like this. Virtually no social interaction. Everyone went home or away for Fall Break and so the people I would normally hang out with are gone. That basically leaves me to hang out in my room, only leaving to find food, listening to the same music that I've been listening to since I got my new computer, ( Read more... )

The past two weeks have been filled with bad dreams ( Read more... )

I wonder when things will be okay again.

I've been thinking ( Read more... )

I find it very amusing to see how people attempt to get back on my good side. Best advice however is to not get yourself there in the first place.

I shouldn't be wasting time, but that is really all I've done all weekend ( Read more... )

Monday mornings, I have decided, are beach walk mornings. I walked for an hour and a half today and I feel as sore as I was after Relay for Life (that was over 20 miles if I recall correctly). Its seems to be a good work out. Plus its out in the sun (at least it was today). It's a perfect time to listen to my iPod and enjoy a beautiful walk on the ( Read more... )