Sounds like quite an adventure. I remember a time, right after my daughter died and I was yelled at publically and was not on any meds at the time. I went home and was slamming my head against the wall and also was hugging myself hard to keep from putting my hands through the windows. The urge was so overwhelming! Glad I didn't though. I think the only thing that stopped me was that I knew if I did they might hospitalize me and I wouldn't be able to see my remaining baby anymore. That would have been too much.
An adventure is definately the word I would use, and at the least, perfect to define the moment. Though those of us who have been to the brink and back, who have survived the moment, shouldn't be ashamed for it. For the fact that we where able to stop ourselves is a sign of strength. So the way I see it, I stand proud that I found my problem and am doing whatever it takes to confront it!
Regardless of the case, thanks for hangin in there. Cause if you hadn't, I wouldn't be blessed with your friendship. :)
Awww, thanks sweetie. I'm just glad to see you taking some action to make things better. I just hope it pays off for you in the long run. I do worry about you sometimes.
And you inspire me. You have a heavenly beauty about you, that seems to radiate from within you. It shines in the words you chose, the thoughts you express, and in the pictures you share. You are truely a wonderfull woman, and a soul that has helped me to find reasons to fight these urges of mine.
As for AIM, I'll have to work to get an account with them. Once I do you will be the first to know! ;)
I hope you had a wonderful Christmas! I know it's hard for you. I am now headed down the path of watching my sister do the whole susidal thing and it's hard. But I have orders from the doctors and from her attourney to not leave her alone at all and to keep her busy. I also have to make sure she makes it to her appointments every week too for couseling. Yay, here we go agian! LOL! I've already been through this once with my older sister and now it's my little sis. What fun! NOT!!! Any ways, I'm glad to hear you've found releif. Please don't let it be so long before I hear from you agian. I was worried about you! ((((HUGS))))
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Regardless of the case, thanks for hangin in there. Cause if you hadn't, I wouldn't be blessed with your friendship. :)
Loves and hugs,
Christopher
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it's good to hear you are finding a way out of the darkness.
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Thank you for your time, and your thoughts.
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You have a heavenly beauty about you, that seems to radiate from within you.
It shines in the words you chose, the thoughts you express, and in the pictures you share. You are truely a wonderfull woman, and a soul that has helped me to find reasons to fight these urges of mine.
As for AIM, I'll have to work to get an account with them. Once I do you will be the first to know! ;)
Loves and hugs,
- Christopher
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- Christopher
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