well its been way 2 long. a lot has happened. me and richie broke up about 7 months ago. i was really upset but i guess it was for the best. it wasnt working out. he ccudnt handly my problems or the problrms that cum long with my family. didnt think it wud take him neally 2 years 2 figger that out but i guess it did and i guess knowing that he ( Read more... )

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well i gues i got 2 brake the bad new 2 some1 so i guess here is probly the best place for it as know1 can tell me off or same im a bad person. coz thats how i feel. i cudnt even make it past 11 months with out cutting. well if u can call it that there more like cat sraches on my feet. i want 2 do so much worries but i cant as i dont want my bf 2 ( Read more... )

well from the last time i write. i have got abit better i still havent cut. im really inpressed with that. i cant beleve it myself. still got a long ay 2 go as i still want 2 cut.but i think i can keep it undercontol but if not ive got my bf 2 pick me up and tell me i will be ok. ive got an appoint ment for the begining of march 2 see a mental ( Read more... )

well i was put back on meds just befor christmas. fluoxetine. i was on them befor but there not working now. kinda self harmed for the frist time in over 10 monthes the othere day. fell shit about it. but i didnt cut tho which i guess is a good thing i just scrached aat my arm till it started 2 bleed. kinda looks like carpet burns on my arm. they ( Read more... )

well i got a new tattoo yesturday. i got it 2 cover my scars on my rite arm. i got it was a christmas pressent of my mam and its kind of my reward 2 myself for goin so long with out cutting. i think its really cool sort of new school eh. lol


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when out on friday nite it was my mate lees birthday. here r sum pics.


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well this is probly goin 2 be a really pointless post. but i dont care. i feel so shit rite now. i dont kow why and its really getting 2 me. i wanted 2 say after neally a year im finlly better and i can go back 2 liveing a normal life. well i was so wrong. i dont now how i cud get it so wrong. i feel like im loseing it alover again. but im trying 2 ( Read more... )

i know its been a while since i last posted but alot as happens ( Read more... )