well its my frist year anniversary. i cant belive it. its so mad ( Read more... )

i when out for the day with the family a few days a go. here are sum pic there not that good and i look really fat in them all. grrr.


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well i found out a friend of my ODed the other day. i found out she did it coz her mam was a bitch. but i really think that it was a really stuped thing 2 do. well for that reason anyway. as here mam is a really cool person and she treats her mam like shit ( Read more... )

I when window shopping the other day and i saw this top. but i didnt have the money 2 get it so i thought i wud try it on anyway. i so want it.


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why cant i just let him good. why cant i just spend 1 day with out him with out feeling like i might died or lose all control. i dont get it ( Read more... )

well i came home 2 nite from staying at richies.
i found 1 of my chinchilas dead. i feel so sad now.
as i was goin 2 take her 2 the vet in the morning as she looked abut thin.
i feel really bad now like a was bad mam 2 her.

well i know its been a really long time. from my last post. but ive been really busy. trying 2 keep myself 2gether and help my boyfriend throught stuff ( Read more... )

well i when 2 london for a few days.it was great it was really warm witch is nice. didnt anywere near as much as i throught i wud but i did drink alot tho ( Read more... )

well i did so well last week. but this week i just cant seem 2 get my self sorted ( Read more... )

well 2 day i was reALLY GOOD
breakfast 112
dinner 200
tea 0
total 312
but i when ot drinking
so ive probley gone well in 2 the 1000 now grr.
wish i didnt like drinking so muxh. but it numbes everthing