My parents are getting divorced. After 39 years of marriage they are divorcing.
My mom cheated and got caught. My father forgave her, again, but she thinks she is going to marry this other guy. She is delusional.
This is just one more thing to add to the list of things that make my late 20s suck.
-lost my childhood home
-lost my job
-parents divorce
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Life after college can be jarring. I've been out for almost 4 years now and feel like I'm no where closer to being an adult.
Jobs are never what they seem like before starting them and you have to decide what is really important to you. In my case the question has always been "Do I do this for money or for love?" And my answer has always been LOVE ( Read more... )

I don't update this thing. I just never had the time or notion to keep it up. The last few posts have been very negative and when I wrote them I was probably really pissed off over a trivial thing.
Today, on my 27th birthday, I am sitting in a coffee shop. My good friend has bought me a chai mocha to celebrate my birth. Im sitting here thinking... ( Read more... )

When you ask the universe/God/whatever for a sign and then it blatantly sucker-punches you in the face with an answer... You kinda have to listen.
I asked for a sign.
A sign to show me that what I did was right for my path.
Turns out I was wrong.
I had fallen upon someone else's path and the universe was shouting at me "Hey! No No No! You are not ( Read more... )

It is once again the beginning of a new year. Every year I want to do something different. Something creative. Like a photo a day thing, but I always forget or can't think of anything.
I also always say "I will lose weight" but never really do.
I've just kinda stayed around the same weight for a few years. I lost some but not as much as I aimed for ( Read more... )

Listening to jimmy eat world in devils advocate. Makes me feel so many things.
I miss those nights of driving and joking and laughter and fun.
I miss those drunken kick back nights of college spent doing nothing but everything all at once.

But really..... Miss my true friends.
These people that surround me now are nothing. Most are rude and ( Read more... )

I am homeless
I stayed with Sonia and Daniel for a month and I didnt want to out stay my welcome so now I'm staying with my brother's friend that had an extra room. It's awkward.
I can stay here for a month or so until the lease is up. Then I don't know.

I didn't spend thanksgiving with my biological family. I spent it with Christopher's family. It ( Read more... )

I always look on the website hoping to see a secret I know. I don't think I would tell the person if I knew it was their secret, but I always get my hopes up. I also like to be reminded that my life is not that bad, it could be worse, and that there is still beauty in the world ..... Somewhere ( Read more... )

Your home is your anchor, your center, where you are always welcome. Except of course in my case.

It's very strange and not quite reality, to think that in 2 weeks I won't live here anymore. It won't even be here for me to visit. I mean it will but new people will be living here, strangers in my house.

I've done a lot of crying these last few weeks ( Read more... )

I am so tired of petty fighting and drama. I hate when people use Facebook/twitter etc as a way to fight or get revenge on other people.
My friend kim's posts consist of digs at Arizona and every thing she did when she was here, like go to devils advocate bar or hang by the pool or anything related to her ex boyfriend.
She's so bitter and full of ( Read more... )