This past week was very unusual. This was the first weeksince my freshmen year where, in the summer i have not had a job. I now realized how expensive alot of things are. I am now avoiding driving as much as possible cause i have to pay for gas. And i only get 9 miles to the gallon, so yeah i kinda avoid driving MY car as much as possible. My dad ( Read more... )

I am about to share with you how dumb i am when it comes to chics. I was walking around the mall pickiong up some applications from stores so i can find a job. So I've got some applications and I walk into the hat club. And to say the least this girl is absolutely stunning. She is georgeous. And so there is nobody in there, and she is behind the ( Read more... )

Forever goodbye, Without a question of why
Look through my eyes, i kissed dating goodbye

Dead to no one, i am not even here. I noticed that at the end of my walk, i have accomplished nothing. I thought i hadnt done anything wrong. But apparently i did.

Why is it i am always left alone? I give what i can to those i care about and i am led to believe what they want me to. Then i am left in a haze that is unbearable. I cannot see through the thick fog that is covering my eyes. Creating a cloud of darkness that seeps through my eyes and dries my tears before they escape. I cant see what is going on ( Read more... )

My life have i watched, being sucked down the drain ( Read more... )

My life have i watched being sucked down the drain ( Read more... )

Well, 4th of july rocked. it was awesome. The fireworks got soooo boring though. Corny and i were just like.....eeewwww.......aaaahhh....and making fun of people and stuff. It got lame, then we cruised back to my house and hung out, then john, and josh and me, watched my boss's daughter, then josh left and me and john crashed, i woke up, went to ( Read more... )

I had to work today. That really sucked. I went and saw Spider man two last night. It really really sucked. Sooo many people are like, "oh its sooo great"....IT SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was absolutely horrible. I have to work tomorrow. 9-5 yeah that sucks.....but i think CSI is on monday. Hopefully cause i am really looking forward to it. ( Read more... )

Darkness is never complete ( Read more... )