I have seen ten roses bleed,
seen new petals fall,
I have felt my soul tear.
I have felt nothing at all.
Watched what was vibrant
fade as shadows fall.
I can see it's been done,
all that was pure has been eradicated.
I can see, it's all done.
Nothing can erase the damage done.
I have seen ten liars love,
seen two lovers lie,
seen youth, blinded, smiling.
I have ( Read more... )

I'm really, really sick of things lately. I don't know, I'm just not content with my life at this moment in time. It's as if I'm blacking out every lovely aspect of it and only focusing on the ugly details... but that's not it at all. The lovely aspects just don't seem good enough. I Want More. Life just seems so boring and unappealing these days. ( Read more... )

I need to pay better attention to the things around me. Signs of the future are constantly thrown at me... God gives me so many warning signs I'm always just so utterly oblivious to and it needs to change. I'm sick of it. I was an emotional basketcase this whole weekend, and it's not too unusual, I should have expected it based on the previous ( Read more... )

The days pass and we've always thought we'd remember those we've met barely five years ago but
The months shift into half a decade and I always thought you'd remain in my heart.
I was looking at your picture today to find that I've forgotten your birthday, ruined the moment in my lack of memory.
But your face looks perfect paired alongside the sky in ( Read more... )

Unconditional love is beautiful. It is by far the most powerful of all forms of love. I don't know what was nestled beneath my brain cutting off enough oxygen for me to believe that it wasn't something special. It's of magnificent splendor. To be capable of loving someone always and forever no matter of the circumstances without even having to ( Read more... )

i look into the mirror and stand in disgust at what i see ( Read more... )

Nobody on this earth was made the same. To be ignorant enough to think that just because something doesn't affect you personally won't affect someone else is naive and inconsiderate. It makes no sense to state that you care about someone and then not even give them the time of day to explain themselves. You can't lie and say their problems aren't ( Read more... )

I don't like people because people don't like me. I'm constantly changing into something we all know I'd never want to be. Truth be told I'll like you today and shatter your soul unintentionally tomorrow. And after our little break well be bestfriends like nothing ever happened. I'm not happy with myself because I'm not happy with you. I have a ( Read more... )

I am so utterly disgusted in myself it's amazing. But I know it's not my fault... I'm just confused. What the heck does love mean? Okay yeah so I've written all of my "words of wisdom" in the past reflecting my opinion of love but for some reason right now they just don't seem to phase me. And unfortunately neither will the opinions of others, not ( Read more... )

Who are you to say to me that I'm not alright? You don't know what it's like ( Read more... )