Alright, not many know but all of last week I was gone. It is embarassing to talk about but I will. On Monday of last week I literally commited suicide.. I tried overdosing on meds then I slit my wrists 6 times, all pretty deep bbut a hair away from the vein. I couldnt move i fell asleep on me bed and once the morning came my dad came in to wake me ( Read more... )

~The Art of Depression ( Read more... )

Whats up, I havent updated in awhile, but its all good. Ive been busey with school work and other '''shit''' so it kind of takes away some other time. Prom is saturday i hope it will be good, actually i know it will be but i wont set high hope like last year but this year itll be fun. Umm yeah basically life in a nut shell and trying to spend every ( Read more... )

Philosophy... Mabye, mabye not but isnt every opinion we contemplate about share the same or mabye a little less value of the meaning. Sure I can use this journal to explain my daily works or what I accomplished today, or be forward and share my feelings on most things in "life." Well today I did a lot of thinking on life and it's petty aspects. ( Read more... )

First off before anyone of you get the wrong impression, which in this case I couldn't give a shit, I do not have it bad and I am well aware of that ( Read more... )

Well a lot has happened this week, a lot and some feelings came out to a certain friend. I feel bad but he has hurt me and just make another problem and heartache and just added to the pain. What friends are for, i do not know but i know this.. they are suppose to be there for you in time of need, not set their selfish wants between eachother, ( Read more... )

Best friends only get in the way way your going down, they dont make a problem worse.... soon it will show who the true friends are... thank you for the pain...well actually a couple of you... it helped ( Read more... )

...I tried today

...next time I'll make sure to cut deeper.

...to make the pain go away!

please

"Sleep because you wont have to hurt nor think anymore, but by sleeping another day comes...so what then ( Read more... )

bye.