GAAAAAAAAH! I just got offered a very nice computer networking job this morning and I missed it by like two minutes. So frustrating. But yeah besides that I have sworn in the first time on wednesday. I am now officially in the Air Force. I'm looking towards leaving late March, all depends on job availibilty. Oh that makes me mad that I missed that ( Read more... )

Yes so it looks like I am not going to get to leave as soon as I want to. I think I can survive in Temecula for another four months(here's me crossing my fingers). I will of course be spending that three months getting back into shape so that I don't die during boot camp. First workout starts tomorrow and then I am changing my diet as well. Healthy ( Read more... )

Your Social Dysfunction:
Paranoid

You show pervasive and unwarranted suspiciousness, and mistrust of others. You are overly sensitive and prone to jealousy.


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Okay so this is it, my final decesion on everything I have been thinking about for like the last three months. My options were move out, go into the air force or navy, or move with my boyfriend. I don't have the cash to move out on my own due to Christmas(grr). Moving with my boyfriend is just a little too extreme(especially because he's going to ( Read more... )

Yes so I got WoW as a late Christmas gift and...I royally suck at it. But it is fun so I think I'll keep playing it for awhile at least (although the Elven daggers I got my friend seem like the better deal). Yeah so New Year's was fun, except for the being sick part. I went to dinner at RJ's Sizzing Steer and had the most delicious, melt-in-your- ( Read more... )

My boyfriend has just made me incredibly unhappy.I fo9und out that he doesn't talk to me...or I should say trust me enough to talk about his problems and now he is just going to run away from them. Something is going on with his family so he is moving out of state. I don't even know what to think; I feel like hitting him, screaming at him, and ( Read more... )

So far I have gotten a very nice puzzle from my boyfriend, a poster of the Aeon Flux movie, and the entire collection of the animated Aeon Flux series of which I watched just now. I still say bah humbug to Christmas since its real meaning has been lost on society but I guess I can tolerate the gift giving part. Although truth be told I don't like ( Read more... )

I think it's quite amusing that I have been trying to catch this guy's attention for the last few months and it finally works and now I don't know how I feel. I of course said yes, I mean come on I'm not that stupid. And it's not like I don't know how I feel I just don't know how i am going to deal with him going to basic training in Texas in March ( Read more... )

I have the scent of divorce surrounding my house. It's funny though, the moment I seem to get along with my father and my family starts to fall apart. Now he's treating my mom like crap and saying she's having an affair. I don't really know weather to be happy or just sigh at this sad excuse for a family. Can't really put the rest of what I want to ( Read more... )

Hanging out with guys is very amusing sometimes. Sometimes it sucks because you know they aren't completely themselves around you because you are a girl and all, but meh. Take tonight for instance. I was at my youth group thing like every tuesday night my friends Aaron and Steve decide to go to Texas Loosey's afterward(big surprise there, I mean it ( Read more... )