Well, this past week from April 28th to May 4th was very eventful filled with a large amount of good, and a bit of confusion, and the cause of it all...love. Well, for all the good my sister is now a college graduate and is going to do what she has ever wanted to do since her first day of Kindergarten...become a teacher, yeah shocking that someone ( Read more... )

This year; hell the past couple years have been emotionally draining and mentally frustrating. I do all that I can to stay strong and do what is right for me and my family. I now feel that I am the only one trying to fight to keep my family together. Everyone talks to one another but we all haven't been in the same room in months and that was ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting; thinking about all that's gone on in the past, whats currently going on, and what is yet to come for me, my family, my friends in my life and those who i've parted ways with in one way or another. And i have come to the conclusion that there is indeed something wrong with me. a friend of mine has suggested on several ( Read more... )

Seeing as I can no longer, functionally fall asleep at night for whatever reason unknown to me at this point in time. I figure I should do something very creative and start writing again, and as this was the most functional place where I can truly express myself I went with...why the hell not? Now bodes the questions ( Read more... )

as of the past few weeks, i've really started feeling alone and not just like the "oh i'm by myself alone" like there's no one out there for me and that my friends just see me as a guy to be around to pick on, i feel as if i dont fit in with anyone anymore i've had a larger feeling of not wanting to be a part of anything anymore...i dont know what ( Read more... )

So I'm not feeling so great right about now....I could use some chicken noodle soup.....oh well

does it always end up this way when i start liking a girl who's single, that i end up the one friend she cant lose out of her life, i always end up as the friend instead of the boyfriend....this will make the 4th time that this has happened to me, and i'm getting very frustrated by it i'm almost on the verge of swearing women off all together... ( Read more... )

is the best way to tell a girl that you like her, without it ruining a friendship thats lasted several years even as much as say over a decade of being the quite guy friend in her life that can make her smile, that she likes to have around yet whom she sees as just a friend? i wanna know the best way to tell her that I need her in my life always ( Read more... )

FRIENDSi dont really understand anymore why i even try to do things with the people i have come to call my 'friend', i just feel that every time i plan something or want to do something with my 'friends' its always a 'i dont know' or a 'maybe' or even better the famous 'we'll see' answer. i just try to be a nice guy and do stuff with all my ( Read more... )

so after lots of requests I've decided that continuing talking and writing nice blogs about my friends I'm going to continue on...

Amanda Lynn Stiles........

Amanda and I met simular to the way Kari and I met, and at that time she was having a small rough patch with her then at the time boyfriend Justin, nothing major she just needed a guys advice ( Read more... )