Just recently, I dreamed that I died ( Read more... )

I guess that I have been half-waiting and half-avoiding going out and doing anything.  I want to pawn some of the motivation to this off on the sour taste that I experienced last year.

I am pretty sure that the path I am on isn't for me. For 18 months now, something has felt "off ( Read more... )

I want something new. 

I feel as if I am going to let down, fail to achieve some standard, or piss off people really soon...  I've felt this way for a little while now, and I don't know why.

Could it be that I've become too complacent again?

I selfishly read the Montana Standard's website, to see if people I know have fucked up, or given birth.

I need a break, a vacation.  I need some time to think for myself.  I want to say which foot hits the ground when, and what I want to do in the morning/afternoon.

I've been told that you can tell how I am doing by hearing my voice.  Quite easily by that method too.

Was I always this easy to read, I wonder.  I always tried to hide how I am doing and ( Read more... )

People are power mongers.  A little shift in the power tides, and they go off the deep end.

It's lunch and I am already beat.  It's also another reason I shall add to the list of why to get out.

I feel as if the person who I was before has become an attachment to my feet; providing me with a buffer against the dirt and rocks of the path I've chosen.  I move along with little vigilance for the wear I am placing along my journey ( Read more... )

I had a feeling yesterday wouldve been a bad day...

I was right...